Friday, September 30, 2011
You may be confused by the picture on this post, but trust me, i actually know where im going with this one. Sometimes, i swear im a camel. I'll just give you a moment to take that in....
haha no, but in all seriousness, i have a water drinking problem. I can go days with only a few sips of water. Sometimes, i even go days without drinking. I feel like my body has this amazing ability to store water like a fucking camel. Except, instead of humps, the stuff is stored in my wondrously large fat deposits.
Today was pretty uneventful. Sadly, i have some bad news. See, when i do good things and excel, my parents love taking the whole family out for a treat. Today, i came home and shared that i was only 1 of 2 people who got a perfect score on the English essay assignments i talked about a while ago. They ended up taking me out, as expected. I was doing SO well at lunch, i wasn't even hungry, so i was just going to fast at least until dinner. My mom brought home subway sandwiches, i caved and had half. Yeah, yeah, i realize i have pretty much no ability to say "NO". When we went out, i got a roti bun (totally delicious, a guilty pleasure of mine), which is probably really high in calories :(
I can't believe i'll have to weigh myself tomorrow...it makes me SICK just thinking about it. I'll try really hard to go on a jog and at least burn off a bit of weight before the big reveal. I just have a feeling i gained, i wouldnt even be surprised if i was back at my original 115...but everyday is a new one. I just have to remember that i can control that huge evil number. I might post pictures if i lost weight. I made a promise long ago to post some once i get down to 100, if i happen to be at 105 i'll post them fo sho! Good luck girls, i think we all need it :)