I'm sorry. If you never saw them, i'm sorry. i posted 4 pictures of my body earlier and i just need to take them down. i cant handle looking at myself anymore. When i took them, i thought "gee, i dont look too bad." but i do. I DO. there's no way i've lost weight over this month and i only have a couple weeks left until the end, when i will start weighing myself again. I basically drowned in my tears tonight. I want to punish myself.
So i went on youtube and watched tons of ana videos...
I found this comment on youtube to a video criticizing anas (or other eating disorders). its completely true!:
Iwouldn't mind someone trying to understand our eating disorder but all they ever do is stare at it like "This is disgusting". Being called disgusting really doesn't help with our low self esteem. If your going to try and help, refrain from judging.