It's been a couple days.

Wow! I can't believe it took me this long to make a new post. I'll have to do a thinspo tomorrow to make up for it! I've been super busy all weekend. The moms took me and my sisters for a girl's day in Monterey. We went to see the help (which was really good, by the way, even made me cry a little, and i never cry!) and i had one of their hot dogs and some popcorn. Then we decided to go on a mini shopping spree at forever 21 and a few of the boutiques in Carmel. As always, we went to dinner at one of the restaurants on the wharf. This is the horrible news: I ordered two cups of clam chowder...and then ordered tuna tartar. The entree was pretty healthy, but im scared that i've gained weight this week. I mean, i have a few days to be good and stick to my diet, but i feel like my promise of dropping 2 pounds wont carry through. To make matters worse, next week is my mom's birthday, which means another dinner out. I start school today, so we'll see how that goes...Good luck ladies :)

Guys are Asses.

That's my mentality for the remainder of this month.

MAKE AUGUST YOUR BITCH!

So i feel like i should be more personal on here, i'll fill you in on my daily life too.

Anyways, last night some friends went to the teen club with me.

While dancing we ran into...my boy toy. I mean, i guess you could call him that.

Let's call him Luke. You know, he's the guy youre friends with

but you like flirting with him and making him want you?

Here's the thing about Luke, he's always saying how much he likes me

and that if we ever got together he'd treat me really well, blah blah blah.

But he's a total douche. I know he'd just want me for sex, and then he'd throw me away.

The dumb thing is he KNOWS i'd never be up to go that far. Like, if i can

barely stand the sight of my naked body, what would HE think?

So we made out or whatever. He's sweet to me, but an ass to most girls.

I guess they really do only want one thing. 

Does he think i'm weak?

That I'll give him what he wants?

HELL NO.

He's just my bitch.