Party/Badass thinspo!

I don't usually have a theme to my madness, but i've never seen someone do a party thinspo and i found some really thinspiring (HAH. see what i did there? I'm a cool kid.) pictures! ENJOY <3 (with a few pictures of one of my favorite Skins UK characters, Effy Stonem, the biggest badass i can think of. I was able to add Cassie on this computer, YAY)

 

 

Poem+Thinspo= =)

Thin

one button at a time, and inch of zipper to go

you hope your fat wont show

It follows you

When you feel your bones, you are content

yet you suffer in silence

You can never escape it

You are chained to the monster inside your head

No way to break free

So mold yourself to fit

you know you can

just one button at a time, an inch of zipper to go

We had "creative time" in my english class today, so i decided to write this and share it with you :)

There isn't really a theme for this, edgy? I'm not sure...haha :) keep moving ladies!

You know how they say when you stop looking for love, you'll find it?

No, i didnt find love, unfortunately. It's just that my old friends who haven't spoken to me since april posted on my facebook wall. Apparently one was noticing that i've been spending time with my other friends from my public high school. I just love how all summer they ignored me, while i begged to hang out with them. they were always "busy", yet made time for each other. Now they want me to come to their orientation, and i'll probably go. I swear i let girls take more advantage of me than guys. But the saying in the title..it's so true. The minute i finally move on from them, they suddenly want to be friends again.

 In other news, i watched bachelor pad tonight. Can i just say that vienna is a stuck up bitch?! Why do people never vote her out when they have plenty of chances to? The ending completely made up for all the stress this episode put me through. The girl in the"Romeo and Juliet" couple of the house gets voted off and the limo starts driving away. The guy loves her SO much he decided to stop the limo and get in, when he couldve won 250,00 dollars. mind blowing, right? I guess chivalry really does still exist. I was just thinking...when will it be my turn? I know I'm only 15, but i never let myself have feelings for guys because it hurts too much. I have concrete walls around my heart, its so fragile! It made me cry when i saw that. Luke (the boy toy) is just my go to guy. It's not like we'll ever be like that, and i don't think i'd want that.
I had 4 or 5 slices of this super thin medium sized pizza for dinner. I feel horrible, i've been slacking a lot. I need to control myself and lose this fast by the orientation. I want to look nice and be really skinny, i want someone to notice for once! If any of you have good tips for sudden weight loss, please let me know. I dont even know if i have any clothes that would flatter my flubby state.